I Hope I Am Wrong

Do you ever think there's someone out there looking after you? Would you believe that I could be your guardian angel? I am looking after you. I am your guardian angel. Your thoughts got lost in the ocean and your pride as strong as the sea. Your heart is blocked by a raincloud only thunder and rain can be seen. Say the words and I will be there. No, actually you don't even have to say anything. I am always there. but you turned to someone else. It's ok, I still appreciate you being a part of my life although I wish you see me as how I see you.
I wish I could define all the thoughts that crossed my mind. Help me figure out the difference between right and wrong,weak and strong, day and night, where I belong and help me make the right decisions to know which way to turn, lessons to learn and just what my purpose is here.
I thought it was all in my head but something felt wrong with my heart and was I a fool to believe that nothing could tear us apart but little by little, we changed. My days were always bright when you were around.My heart was filled with life. And they still do. But we’d never be the way we were again, am I right? You don’t have to say a word because deep inside I already know. I’m gonna miss what we had and even though it’s killing me, I gotta accept things the way that they are, not the way that I wish they would be.